I'll be able to get some stuff of my mind for a bit. (:
Hopefully..
Her story ends here ♥
1:28 AM
Monday, December 28, 2009
She kept waking up in the middle of the night, tossing and turning about in the bed. She couldn't sleep as she kept thinking about him. I'm sorry. She kept mouthing to the little bear she was clutching onto. She stroke the bear slowly, feeling its fur, circling around the beady eyes and rubbing the fat tummy at the pale cold cheek of hers. She was teary and was confused. What shall she do now? The bear had reminded her of the bigger version bear that he had gave her few months ago. She remembered kissing it every night and hugging it to bed. The memories, the laughters, the teasing, they're all gone now and she's left behind, all alone in the darkness.
He hates her now. Truly madly deeply hating her. He wished she never existed. He wished he never know her at all. What did he do to suffer this? Did he even deserve it? Should he call it off? Or should he be calm and think through and make a decision and never regretting it.
And finally, he told her, he has nothing to do with her.
Her heart broke once again.
Her story ends here ♥
1:40 PM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
): She made a wrong decision by being honest and for that, she's going to lose him forever. =/ Her heart is somehow breaking into millions? no.. billions of pieces. She does love him but somehow, the stuff that she told him is making him hate her.
She feels scared, insecure. What shall i do now? She asks herself. Help. She needs advice, answers, questions. What is going to happen to their future? Will he ignore her? Will he not exist in her future? Will he treat her like he doesn't know her at all? Will he not talk to her? Oh god. =/
Somehow, the truth had created the large gap between them and she needs to find ways to mend them. She had hurt him. Hurt him too badly and she knows it. All she can say to him now is sorry and she really means it.
This world is sooo unfair. ): Sigh.
God help me out here.
Her story ends here ♥
11:50 PM
So. (: This is the suite we are staying in. (:
And since staying on the 35th floor have some advantages like watching the nightlights at night, i tend to get lost in thoughts sometimes. (: Hehe. (:
We have a fantastic ocean view on the other side of the room but since it's dark now, i'll just have to take the picture tmr. (:
Yes, there's a really big fat bed where i sleep for 2 whole nights where my brother tend to annoy the hell out of me when i'm sleepy. ): So mean. Sob.
There's 2 toilets. (: And 2 places to have your bath or shower. (:
2 TV's so that we do not fight over watching it. (:
A living room with a tv. A dining room for you to have meals.
And also the study place where we take turns to use the coms. (:
I HEART HEART HEART IT!! :D
But sadly. I'm leaving for KL tmr. ):
I feel sleepy, so i'm off to bed now. (: Till then..<3
Her story ends here ♥
3:15 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Merry Christmas everybody!! :D
Christmas eve wasn't so bad. (: Spent it with the family instead with friends this year. (:
Went to Penang on Christmas day itself. (:
We're staying in a suite. :D
Very spacious. (: Will show you the pics when i take them. (:
Been texting a lot lately. (: Man. This is one of the reasons why i love Msia. (:
Went for swimming and god. My face was burning after that. ): Sob.
Had dinner with family and friends. (:
&& Sunil is living opposite me. (: Well.. kinda. (: I'm in Penang and he's in Kedah. So yeah. (: haha. I can see him from an ocean apart if i use a really advance telescope. =p hehe. (:
Till then..<3
Her story ends here ♥
3:23 AM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Yo. (: Went out with aunt today for japanese at one world hotel. (:
Went to watch (: Princess and the frog after that :D
Funny as and a damn romantic movie!! :D
Heart heart heart it. (:
Note : It's only for people who believes in fairytales (: hehe. Example : Me (:
Till then..<3
Her story ends here ♥
11:00 PM
The Girl ♥
Michelle. (; I'm a Malaysian who had been Aussie-fied. (:
Age: 16
Birthday: 9th of Feb 1993
About me: I am 154cm tall. =/ Wtf right? =p And i weight 46kg. (: I can be really friendly if i like you or i can be really nasty if i hate you. (; I can be super duper loud or be super duper shy. I'm really hyper most of the times. (: And can really be retarded too. =p But still i love my friends and family heaps. (: Nothing else matters when it comes to them. (; They are my priority one. Hurt them and i'll be yout worst nightmare. (; P.S: I bite. =D
Hearts ♥
1. Aaron Chen ♥
2. My Family ♥
3. My Friends ♥
4. Korean Dramas ♥
5. FOOD!! ♥ Sushi? (:
6. My Soft Toys ♥
7. Cute little things (:
8. Clothes ♥
9. Music ♥
Wish List ♥
[ ♥ ] To get a Macbook. (:
[ ] To collect pandora charms (;
[ ] To collect all Shopaholic books. (;
[ ] To grow taller (;
[ ] To weight 42kg. (;
[ ♥ ] To go to Harbour Town. (:
[ ] To have a room of my own. (;
[ ♥ ] To always be happy (:
[ ] To eat heaps and heaps of sushi till i'm bloated. =p
[ ] D & G growing bigger? (;
[ ♥ ] To watch Boys over flowers
[ ] To have my stamina back (;
[ ♥ ] A new soft toy from Forever Friends. =D A big big big teddy. (:
[ ♥ ] To have a Guess purse (;
[ ♥ ] To have a snow globe (;
[ ] To have 2 merit certificate this year (;
[ ] To take heaps of random / beautiful shots (;
[ ♥ ] My baby camera coming back faster. =D
[ ] To be a good cook. (:
[ ] To be a good sister (;
[ ] To be good in studies (;
[ ] To go out with friends (;
[ ] To get a new dress (;
[ ] To play with bubbles (;
[ ] To have hair straightener / curler. (;
[ ] To collect multi-colour hairband =D
[ ] To make mummy and daddy proud of me. (:
